Flashback

Was going through a few old pictures. I see smiles. I see love. Back then I thought it was two sided. Know I know it was just me. He was,is and might always be in love with her. What hurts the most though is that, he looked me in the eye saying he loved me. And today I'm reminded of his words once again. "I love you but now i don't!"

Today

Today I miss him a lot. Lying here on my bed right now I wonder if he even thinks of me anymore. It kills me everyday to think that maybe hes found someone else. 

He's changed so much now. 

He used to asl of my well being before. Mais pas une seule fois at-il demandé de mon bien-être anymore. 

I wish i could tell him right now. I love you. I miss you. I love you. I miss you. I love you. I miss you. 

Dammit, why wont these tears stop.