How is it so easy for him to just say "go away". I could never come up with the courage to say that to him when he treated me like crap. Because saying go away to him would be like piercing a hole through my own chest.
I thought he knew me. I'm impulsive. I make the wrong choices and I realize that. I just wish he could forgive me. I just don't know how to convince him. I loved you truely. I wish he could read my mind see that I never intended to hurt anyone. Wish he could see my pain.
The reason why I held on so long was because I still love you. I cant eat properly I cant sleep properly. It's like a dementor has come and sucked my happiness away. He said it'd make him happy if I went away. So just like that I should leave? I should go away? It's that easy of a thing to say? At the end of the day you're happiness has always meant the most to me. If my absence brings you joy then I will just slowly walk away. The pain that remains in my chest is excruciating though i hope my memories of you will be enough to censor that pain.
I thought he knew me. I'm impulsive. I make the wrong choices and I realize that. I just wish he could forgive me. I just don't know how to convince him. I loved you truely. I wish he could read my mind see that I never intended to hurt anyone. Wish he could see my pain.
The reason why I held on so long was because I still love you. I cant eat properly I cant sleep properly. It's like a dementor has come and sucked my happiness away. He said it'd make him happy if I went away. So just like that I should leave? I should go away? It's that easy of a thing to say? At the end of the day you're happiness has always meant the most to me. If my absence brings you joy then I will just slowly walk away. The pain that remains in my chest is excruciating though i hope my memories of you will be enough to censor that pain.
